1. |
IS SHE / NOT TELLING
02:29
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is she ‘live?
is she on drugs?
is she home?
is she feeling loved?
is this real?
is this just a game?
they were wonderin’,
do we feel any shame?
is she ‘live?
is she on drugs?
is she home?
is she feeling loved?
is it real?
is this just a game?
they were wonderin’,
do we feel any shame?
is she dead?
is she on drug free?
has she got no house?
is she feeling lonely?
is this a joke?
is this really sane?
they don’t have to ask,
we don’t feel any shame?
is she?
is she?
is she?
is she?
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want to ask too many things
hate to know the way that I think
expect less then judge me more
i’ve seen everything twice before
i’m not telling
i’m not telling
not fucking telling
get off my back
i’m not telling
i’m not telling
i’m not telling them
fucking jack shit
everyone thinks i’ve got a story to tell
well I got too many, makes my brain swell
“ask me, ask me, tell me more”
I’ve seen everything twice before
i’m not telling
i’m not telling
not fucking telling
get off my back
i’m not telling
i’m not telling
i’m not telling them
fucking jack shit
i’ m not telling
i’m not telling
i’m not telling
i’m not telling
i’m not telling
i’m not telling
not fucking telling
get off my back
i’m not telling
i’m not telling
i’m not telling them
fucking jack shit
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2. |
Obsessed
02:29
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they way you look at me
those beastly eyes
the things you say to me they
make me lose my mind
oh god you get to me
you know how to make me cry
can’t stop being mean to me
knowing that face is mine
are you calling me a liar? (liar!)
are you calling me a freak? (freak!)
i don’t know what i’m supposed to be
now ya’ thinkin’ that ya’ nothin’ (nothing!)
bet you were thinkin’ you were neat (neat!)
i don’t know what i’m supposed to be
i want to change my brain,
i think black and white
if people’ve said that i’m insane
i think that they’re right
oh fuck i get to me
i know how to lose my mind
can’t stop being mean to me
knowing that face is mine
are you calling me a liar? (liar!)
are you calling me a freak? (freak!)
i don’t know what i’m supposed to be
now ya’ thinkin’ that ya’ nothin’ (nothing!)
bet you were thinkin’ you were neat (neat!)
i don’t know what i’m supposed to be
i feel like i’m deflating
and i don’t wanna catch my breath
i’ll never stop fucking hating
just feeling like I’m obsessed
are you calling me a liar? (liar!)
are you calling me a freak? (freak!)
i don’t know what i’m supposed to be
now ya’ thinkin’ that ya’ nothin’ (nothing!)
bet you were thinkin’ you were neat (neat!)
i don’t know what i’m supposed to be
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3. |
Weird Freak
02:19
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weird,
everybody makes me feel like
i’m very weird
fear,
that constant reminder
makes me constantly fear
people that are telling me
that i shouldn’t care
they always make me beg for them
until they’re not there
i guess i really hate it
even if it feels fun
i guess i (just) fucking hate
everyone
copy-cats are all around
but when you are original
you get knocked down
all my life, been made of shit
i really couldn’t tell you
what i think about it
i love when things are going bad
i go crazy, stop feeling sad
why are they looking at me
like i am some weird freak?
why do they have to stay around,
like they got somethin’ to think?
why are they looking at me
like i am some weird freak?
why do they have to stay around,
like they got somethin’ to think?
“weird” “weird”
yeah i’m fucking weird,
just leave me alone
you don’t even know where i’ve been
i am getting mad
when they say that i am wrong
i am never fucking wrong
put me last, i’ll put me first
the aftermath could never feel worse
‘i’m so weak’ and ‘i’m okay’
people never fucking stay
why are they looking at me
like i am some weird freak?
why do they have to stay around,
like they got somethin’ to think?
why are they looking at me
like i am some weird freak?
why do they have to stay around,
like they got somethin’ to think?
it’s obvious,
if ya wonderin,
it’s apparent that,
i am weird
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4. |
Suburban Loser
02:11
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“hey, not bad-
for a suburban loser”
well, it just turns out
that you don’t know shit!
maybe you’d have asked
if i acted looser
but I don’t try to be cool
and I don’t tolerate pricks
right through one ear
out the other’ comes out
when ya’ talkin to me
on all ya’ regular bullshit, tell me
somethin i haven’t heard
10 times before
but you just can’t can ya’
you’re too bound to conformity
tell me bout an elephant
turned into giraffe
he was purple, when he died
he got made into a scarf
by some filthy rich lady,
Miss Kimothy the 1st-
who’s next fucking victim
is a man as a purse,
see she’ll walk down town
and she’ll woo them with her scarf
then later on that evening
she’ll fuck ‘em in the ass
-after that little story
how could you even say
that the things that you will say to me won’t just drive me away
right through one ear
out the other’ comes out
when ya’ talkin to me
on all ya’ regular bullshit, tell me
somethin i haven’t heard
10 times before
but you just can’t can ya’
your too bound to conformity
i don’t wanna have to
listen in anymore, ask me
something sometime
find out i’m not a bore, or tell me
somethin’ i haven’t heard
10 times before
but ya’ just can’t, ya’ know you’re a
suburban loser like me
i hope you are surprised
i hope you can’t believe
the things that i am saying
the things that come out of me-
some magical elephant,
some magical scarf,
the fact that you got me waiting
on some magical laugh HA!
right through one ear
out the other’ comes out
when ya’ talkin to me
on all ya’ regular bullshit, tell me
somethin i haven’t heard
10 times before
but you just can’t can ya’
your too bound to conformity
i don’t wanna have to
listen in anymore, ask me
something sometime
find out i’m not a bore, or tell me
somethin’ i haven’t heard
10 times before
but ya’ just can’t, ya’ know you’re a
suburban loser like me
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